my bludging had better reach a maximum as at this minute, this hour, this day.
lately, i've just found that as i have less time, there is less motivation to do my uni work. it has always been an inverse not direct relationship. this case note, and oh yeh, i forgot that i have a midsem this saturday, and 2 major essays due in 2 weeks, which in true laid back i haven't started yet. but have thought about it... i dun think i'm going to be available for anything until after everything is due.
but in typical ben style, i reckon that i will still be doing what i should not do, instead of what i actually should be doing.
oh. that reminds me. i have to work again tmr, the next day... which means even LESS time. anyone with any motivational tips that i could use?
i got my sleeping patterns right, that's a good thing. sleep 11 wake 7:30. i got my eating patterns right- meaning eating all the time. no, i haven't got my health patterns right- no exercising. but that can wait. apart from that, things seem to be fine, i think? i'm still sane. and walking.
Comments from jenfa

so true. in someone else's words (can't remember from where) too much stuff at once just overwhelms. so you end up confused and not doing anything. and for me, i have this idealistic conception that things will miraculously sort themselves out. because they tend to =D
glad to hear you've got your routine sorted. but 7:30am? that's insane. not even in high school did i wake up that early~!